Holy CRAP!!!

Maybe it's just a mistake.. but last week I took two home pregnancy tests and both came out STRONGLY positive. I'm talking thick dark pink line! I can't bring myself to go to the doctor to get an official confirmation because I'm freaking the heck out! The girls aren't even 4 months old, I had NO PLANS of adding to our family for another 4-5 years. That means if I'm pregnant when this little one is born I will most likely have 3 kids under the age of one. I thought pushing my double around was tough I can only imagine life behind one of these:                                                                    


If this is the unexpected, I just keep reminding myself that God has a plan- which is not always my plan. I think I will force myself to take the plunge and go to the doctor on Tuesday. I have to realize that if it's a yes I'm only delaying the inevitable and shortening my planning time and if its a negative I am delaying a much needed sigh of relief and the removal of a major source of stress.

*Just an edit when I made this post I hadn't gone to the doctor yet, but its OFFICIAL, we are EXPECTING!!!! My next appointment is december 1st so here is hoping this is just an addition of one. Although if this were a feew years from now I would have been hoping for twin boys to complete our little family.